many things happened.
and i dont know what to say first.
i think i should just leave the MOST IMPT one to the last.
nth interesting really happened on monday.
except for after school.
was late for training.
then chia made us to 60 push-ups ok.
not my fault la.
ho told me that there was ac rehersal mah.
so i never bring my training stuffs lor.
wth.
and oh ya.
I GOT A ZERO FOR MY SIX MARK CLASS TEST.
dots.
i think if miss tan were to see this, she would shout at me...
tuesday ar...
hms.
nth also.
except that ling sc said that i did not hand up my math homework.
wth la.
i did lor.
chan jasmine can witness that i even did it in class right after gave the homework la.
had ac rehersal after school.
then elaine kept disappearing.
heard that there is this student who sat that the roof the this multi-story carpark behind the school.
then she disappeared.
compass-ed with elaine.
today ar.
it seemed as if many things happened.
had some musical thingy in the morning which i didn't understand at all.
then was chem.
then recess.
then a math. (cold war)
sort of la. among our clique.
english.
WTH.
WHY AM I SO SWAY!?
mrs sena said i didn't hand up my english worksheet la.
wth.
i did lor.
I DID I DID I DID I INSIST THAT I DID!
then she just said that if i dont hand in then no marks for ct.
WTH.
WHAT'S WITH THAT KWUEH!
BLIND OR WHAT?
CANNOT SEE MY PAPER AR!
time for bad news.
i found out that this girl is a liar.
throughout the whole nine months.
that WAS very long ok.
since june 2006.
all of us were victims.
and what did you do?
you chose to comtinue to lie.
what can lying help?
even if you dont say, it will still come out to light one day.
LIES NEVER LIVED.
all the events, fake?
what's with the "heart very pain" during miss koh's maths class last year?
when asked if you need to go to the hospital, why did you say you dont need since you are having pain?
what's with those "wrists cutting"?
those are fake too right?
resisting to cut your wrist.
wow.
you have such good RESISTANCE!
you went to the hospital the NIGHT before monday and you APPEARED IN SCHOOL on MONDAY MORNING saying that it's DEEP.
must we believe?
when asked if you can show, you said that it's disgusting.
how many times have you got your wrists bandaged?
if it's deep why isn't there any scar left?
what's with that "neck"?
you even bothered to go and buy that SUPPORTOR just to go and SUPPORT YOUR VERY "BROKEN" NECK.
you sweat your head off during chinese lesson.
yet you still insisted that you were very COLD.
who knows if you really sweat? or maybe you even applied droplets of water!
no one saw anyway.
i've never know that you have TWO BROTHERS.
did you clone your brother while he was sleeping soundly or what?
you said your "BROTHER" brought you to the hospital, to here to there.
and even CLAIMED that your "BROTHER" and you went to the hospital IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT without your parents knowing?
wow.
what's with the "HEAD OPERATION"?
you said you fell and hurt your head.
fell of the sofa while talking on the phone??
and got a BLOOD CLOT?
i wonder who you were talking to.
so you told all of us in advance that you were going for a head operation on a SATURDAY.
and that you will try to tell then that you can delay the operation when it's already THURSDAY, TWO DAYS BEFORE THE "OP"
since when a "PATIENT" can change dates of operation 2 days before the op.
oh.
you DIDN'T HAVE AN APPOINTMENT AT ALL right?
and how in the world can a patient have an operation on a SATUADAY and come back to school the following MONDAY?
what's more?
it's a "HEAD OP"
isn't it suppose to be major?
having blood clots are major.
from that day onwards, suspicions arose.
after that op, it's said that you had A HEART ATTACK.
more like we have heart attacks right?
here we are worrying and trying to make you feel welcomed so that you can have the determination to live on, there you are, making use of us.
i felt so stupid.
i think everyone who knew that they were tricked by you will think that they are stupid.
you created so many suspicions.
yet we ignore them and continue to trust you.
and you just betrayed our trust and love by just one small like lie.
is it really worth it?
now that it has happened, dont you think that being the way you were before semester2 2006 was so much better and happier then now?
now the truth is exposed.
what do you have to say to yourself?
you came to me and say sorry.
what do you think i will think of you?
you are just a little person( xiao ren)
you are allowing people to despice you.
if sorry is a word that can be used by any people, wouldn't it be useless anymore?
in the first place, did you even think about the consequences?
sacrifices aren't worth alot.
compared to 9 months, isn't whole life better?
i guess it doesn't matter if you are forgiven.
if it does matter, you wouldn't have chosen to do it in the first place.
you wouldn't have lied to everyone of us.
you have done what you wanted to.
so you dont have to worry or care about what we are going to do next.
you put under the sub title "hate" in your blog saying "you hate liars".
aren't you one?
i think you should think about it.
what right do you have to say that you hate liars?
are you trying to tell us that you hate yourself?
i think you do.
everyone has their ups and downs.
noone is perfect.
you need to work for what you want.
and not get it through lying.
you wanted love.
you wanted attention.
is lying the solution?
change your attitude if you want to get what you want.
lying bears a consequence.
it's just like a flower.
you wont know when it will bloom.
i hope you have learned from your mistake.
you dont have to care if i forgive you or not.
forgiving isn't difficult.
but forgetting is.
furthermore.
i even remember little things which people usually dont remember.
what makes you think that i can forget about this?
and if i dont forget, i guess it's very hard for me to get along with you any longer.
i guess this is the greatest shock i have ever had in my whole life so far.
this is the first.
i hope it's the last too.